Tank Girl, GIR, Alice (again), and forgotten photos.

Tank Girl is one of my heros.  She's such a badass :)  This is a quick pen sketch of her.

Invader Zim was one of my favorite TV shows before it was cancelled. Gir is adorable.  These are little pen doodles of him I did while watching the show on Youtube. 

My version of the cartoon Alice.

I found this photo a while ago and decided to draw it.  I can't remember who it's of - it might be Fever Ray.  But that's just a guess..

Sunday skinny tips.

1)  Sit up straight.  It burns about 10 percent more calories than slouching, and you look skinnier.
2)  Whenever you eat with other people, cut your food up into really small pieces and move it around on your plate. It will take longer to eat, and it will look like you ate more than you really did.
3) Jellybeans!! They're only 4 calories each, and they're so yummy!!!  If you're really craving a sweet candy, have five of them.  It'll only set you back 20 cals.
4) When you feel the urge to eat, drink two glasses of water really quickly.  It will fill your stomach up, and fool you into thinking you've eaten something.
5) Keep a food journal or diary.  Write down every single thing you eat and the calories that are in it.  When you realize how many calories you eat in a day, it will make you feel sick.

The White Stripes

I LOVE The White Stripes.  They're one of my favorite bands, I just adore them :)  This is a version of one of their photo shoots that they did for NME.

My version of the De Stijl cover.  That's definitely one of my favorite of their albums.

Meg White is gorgeous.  She may not be my ideal body type, but I love her.  The way she drums is phenomenal.

F*CK YES.

GUESS WHO IS DOWN TO 114 POUNDS? MOI. I'm so freaking happy that I hugged my scale :)  I had a really good day, eating wise, on tuesday.  The mother was at work, so I didn't eat ALL DAY.  Then when she got back, she discovered the laxatives in my bag.  We had a HUGE fight, and I ended up at my friends house, where I got talked into eating 245 calories.. But still, not that bad.  The weight I've lost completely makes up for the fighting with Mother ;)
On another note, I've realized something rather weird; When I binge, I don't eat, say, a whole chocolate cake.  I'll eat five cups of walnuts, or seven bananas, or 6 cups of popcorn (Granted, I smother it in butter and salt.. But still!).  I'm a healthy binger xD  Does that make me weird?  I suppose it's preferable to the alternative.  I don't even LIKE cookies or brownies anymore.  Success :D
Lots of love, Skinnybones

Tuesday Thinspo - Black Swan.

Black Swan was an amazing movie all around, but one of my favorite things is Natalie Portman's thinspirational body.  Ballet dancers in general have gorgeous bodies, but Natalie's is just fantastic. You should definitely watch this movie, if only for the thinspo.

This is Mila Kunis, but I think that her body for Black Swan was almost as amazing as Natalie Portman's, so I might as well include her :)

Bones are so beautiful.

I think that rib bones are my favorite. I love how they look when they're just peeking through the skin, or when they're uber noticable.  I love hip bones too - mine are coming back again!  They're nowhere near the way I'd like them, but at least you can sort of see them. I miss my xylophone, too..  I can't wait till it's jutting out again <3
Skinnybones

Oh. My. God.

What the HELL?! How can I be 116.5 pounds??? I was 114 yesturday! How is this even humanly possible?  I didn't exceed 700 calories either!  I didn't go over the whole freaking WEEK.  I didn't know that it was possible to gain two and a half pounds in one day.  God.. At least it was on my doctor check up day, so he thinks I'm on the 'road to recovery.' Motherf*cker.  I can't get over this, it's freaking insane.
Well, the only thing to do is a good old fashioned fast.  The mother figure is going to be at work all week, and the brother and father are both away.  The only thing that will be a struggle will be dinner.. I'll have to fake eat like a madman.  Grandparents will probably ask me up to their house for lunch a few times, but I'll try to kindly decline.  I can't get ANY higher than this.  If I do... Let's just say I don't want to get into it. But it won't be pretty.