What the HELL?! How can I be 116.5 pounds??? I was 114 yesturday! How is this even humanly possible? I didn't exceed 700 calories either! I didn't go over the whole freaking WEEK. I didn't know that it was possible to gain two and a half pounds in one day. God.. At least it was on my doctor check up day, so he thinks I'm on the 'road to recovery.' Motherf*cker. I can't get over this, it's freaking insane.
Well, the only thing to do is a good old fashioned fast. The mother figure is going to be at work all week, and the brother and father are both away. The only thing that will be a struggle will be dinner.. I'll have to fake eat like a madman. Grandparents will probably ask me up to their house for lunch a few times, but I'll try to kindly decline. I can't get ANY higher than this. If I do... Let's just say I don't want to get into it. But it won't be pretty.
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