Tank Girl, GIR, Alice (again), and forgotten photos.

Tank Girl is one of my heros.  She's such a badass :)  This is a quick pen sketch of her.

Invader Zim was one of my favorite TV shows before it was cancelled. Gir is adorable.  These are little pen doodles of him I did while watching the show on Youtube. 

My version of the cartoon Alice.

I found this photo a while ago and decided to draw it.  I can't remember who it's of - it might be Fever Ray.  But that's just a guess..

Sunday skinny tips.

1)  Sit up straight.  It burns about 10 percent more calories than slouching, and you look skinnier.
2)  Whenever you eat with other people, cut your food up into really small pieces and move it around on your plate. It will take longer to eat, and it will look like you ate more than you really did.
3) Jellybeans!! They're only 4 calories each, and they're so yummy!!!  If you're really craving a sweet candy, have five of them.  It'll only set you back 20 cals.
4) When you feel the urge to eat, drink two glasses of water really quickly.  It will fill your stomach up, and fool you into thinking you've eaten something.
5) Keep a food journal or diary.  Write down every single thing you eat and the calories that are in it.  When you realize how many calories you eat in a day, it will make you feel sick.

The White Stripes

I LOVE The White Stripes.  They're one of my favorite bands, I just adore them :)  This is a version of one of their photo shoots that they did for NME.

My version of the De Stijl cover.  That's definitely one of my favorite of their albums.

Meg White is gorgeous.  She may not be my ideal body type, but I love her.  The way she drums is phenomenal.

F*CK YES.

GUESS WHO IS DOWN TO 114 POUNDS? MOI. I'm so freaking happy that I hugged my scale :)  I had a really good day, eating wise, on tuesday.  The mother was at work, so I didn't eat ALL DAY.  Then when she got back, she discovered the laxatives in my bag.  We had a HUGE fight, and I ended up at my friends house, where I got talked into eating 245 calories.. But still, not that bad.  The weight I've lost completely makes up for the fighting with Mother ;)
On another note, I've realized something rather weird; When I binge, I don't eat, say, a whole chocolate cake.  I'll eat five cups of walnuts, or seven bananas, or 6 cups of popcorn (Granted, I smother it in butter and salt.. But still!).  I'm a healthy binger xD  Does that make me weird?  I suppose it's preferable to the alternative.  I don't even LIKE cookies or brownies anymore.  Success :D
Lots of love, Skinnybones

Tuesday Thinspo - Black Swan.

Black Swan was an amazing movie all around, but one of my favorite things is Natalie Portman's thinspirational body.  Ballet dancers in general have gorgeous bodies, but Natalie's is just fantastic. You should definitely watch this movie, if only for the thinspo.

This is Mila Kunis, but I think that her body for Black Swan was almost as amazing as Natalie Portman's, so I might as well include her :)

Bones are so beautiful.

I think that rib bones are my favorite. I love how they look when they're just peeking through the skin, or when they're uber noticable.  I love hip bones too - mine are coming back again!  They're nowhere near the way I'd like them, but at least you can sort of see them. I miss my xylophone, too..  I can't wait till it's jutting out again <3
Skinnybones

Oh. My. God.

What the HELL?! How can I be 116.5 pounds??? I was 114 yesturday! How is this even humanly possible?  I didn't exceed 700 calories either!  I didn't go over the whole freaking WEEK.  I didn't know that it was possible to gain two and a half pounds in one day.  God.. At least it was on my doctor check up day, so he thinks I'm on the 'road to recovery.' Motherf*cker.  I can't get over this, it's freaking insane.
Well, the only thing to do is a good old fashioned fast.  The mother figure is going to be at work all week, and the brother and father are both away.  The only thing that will be a struggle will be dinner.. I'll have to fake eat like a madman.  Grandparents will probably ask me up to their house for lunch a few times, but I'll try to kindly decline.  I can't get ANY higher than this.  If I do... Let's just say I don't want to get into it. But it won't be pretty.

Sunday skinny tips.

I will be posting five 'skinny tips' every sunday, to help you starve yourself to perfection.

1) EAT ONLY WHEN PEOPLE ARE WATCHING.  All other calories are wasted.

2)  Buy teensy little clothes.  Get those gorgeous designer jeans you want one or two sizes too small - this will give you incentive to slim down to fit in them.  They also serve as a great way to monitor your progress.

3)  Eat as slowly as possible. Put your fork down and take a sip of water in between each bite.  Try and chew each bite around 20 times - you'll get bored of the food quicker, giving you less of a reason to finish it all.

4)  Imagine food as something disgusting.  A slice of pizza, for instance, could be a close up of someone's zitty skin, or a slice of chocolate could be, you know, the obvious answer.  Who wants to eat that??

5)  When you get the urge to eat, drink two cups of water.  This will fill you up, and give you time to think about whether or not you really need that cookie.
Love always, Skinnybones

Magdalena Frackowiak

I heart her xylophone.  Pretty, pretty please can I look like her?

"Sick" day.

My mother is so gullible.  Today, I woke up and decided to fake sick.  I wandered upstairs clutching my stomach, and claimed I was nauseated.  She looked at me carefully, then told me to get back to bed.  Whenever she tried to bring me food, I told her that I couldn't eat it.  So far today, all I've had is one piece of veggie sushi, which is only around 30 calories, and a glass of ginger ale (100).  I really need this, seeing as I haven't been sticking to my original calorie plan.  It's much harder lately to fake out my parents.  They've been keeping a super close eye on me, so I've been eating around 750 calories a day.. Damn.  My weight has been staying the same, which is a major piss off.  I'm just hoping that today will result in at least a pound off. Fingers crossed.
Xox, Skinnybones

Keira Knightley is fabulous.

She's so gorgeous. I love her tiny waist <3

Ew.

I hate myself. I haven't blogged in a week, since I've been too busy bingeing.. Seriously, almost this whole week was spent in the refrigerator. I'm such a failure. I went to the doctor's yesterday, I'm back up to 115.5 pounds. At least it's not more. He's "so proud of the work I'm doing!" Sorry, I'm not. Fuck you, please :)
Anyways, I've set my resolve to loose at least 5 pounds by the next doctors check up.  High standards, yes, but it's not impossible.  I'm going to try and keep my intake under 350 calories, if it's possible with the parentals keeping such a close eye on me. Wish me luck :)

Tuesday Thinspo!

AMAZING NEWS x2

Okay, I'm insanely happy right now. I just finished a 30 hour fast, and I seriously feel like I'm high. I'm so empty it's crazy. This is the first full-fledged fast I've gone on since I was hospitalized, and it feels so good.  I would continue it, but the parental units are getting on my case.  They didn't realize that I hadn't eaten at all, but they aren't so stupid that the didn't get that something was going on.  The Mother figure is getting on my case like crazy, so I guess I should just humor her and fake eating more than I did yesterday.
MORE GOOD NEWS. I had a doctor's appointment today, and I'm down to 114 pounds! The doctor was concerned and talked to the Mother, but she assured him that I was eating (Shows how observant she is...).  I'm going to have to start putting weights in my pocket when I'm being weighed.  They said that if I drop under 105, which I plan to do, I'm getting sent back to the hospital.  BUT I'M SO FREAKING HAPPY. 114 isn't that good, but it's definitly a good start.
<3 Skinnybones

Friends, tigers, and artists I've forgotten

This is a drawing based on a painting by another artist. I DIDN'T COME UP WITH THIS. I'm drawing a  blank as to who the artist is right now.... :3

One of my best friends loves tigers, so I drew him this cartoon!

This is a sketch of one of my beautiful friends. I swear, camo is one of the most difficult things in the world to draw....

Another one of my gorgeous friends!  The lamp washed her out, and I'm not completely satisfied with how it turned out. Oh well, you win some, you loose some.

Everything is better at 3 in the morning

The night sky in the summer is beautiful.  Just looking up at it makes me feel so happy.  Last night I woke up at 3, and wandered upstairs to make myself a cup of tea.  My dad heard me wandering around and came out to check on me (my parents have gotten very protective after my hospitalization...).  We had a good chat about how things are going, consisting mostly of lies on my part, then decided to go stargazing.  He got out the telescope, and found Jupiter for me.  If you haven't seen Jupiter through a telescope, you're missing out on something amazing.  Knowing that there are these other planets so far away, that there are billions of stars that you can't even see with the naked eye.... It makes you feel kind of insignificant, but in a good way.  There was a shooting star, and of course I made a wish :) I would tell you what I wished for, but then it wouldn't come true.

Xox, Skinnybones

Random women, Noodle, and Alice

This is a sketch of a girl I saw walking downtown. She was so gorgeous and thin that I couldn't stop myself from drawing her.

One of my favorite bands is The Gorillaz. This is Noodle, who's my favorite :)

When I was younger, I  would read Alice in Wonderland over and over. I still do. This is my version of one of my favorite drawings from the original book.

I have a weakness for Thai food

Hey my skinny girls!
Today is my start of my starving.  It's 4:15, and all I've eaten is about ten bites of Pad Thai (my weakness... I just adore Thai food in general.  I don't think it has too many calories, either!).  I'm feeling delightfully empty, for the first time in a long time.  You have no idea how lovely that gnawing feeling is after so long..
My super skinny cousin is visiting for this week, so it's like having thinspo around me 24/7!  She's so fabulously thin, I'm uber jealous....  But it makes it so much easier to resist temptation with her around.  Speaking of thinspo, I'm going to be posting some every tuesday, if I can.  I know, I'm excited too.
I'll let you know how the rest of the day goes in my next post!
Cheerio, darlings!
- Skinnybones

My "stats"

Current weight: 117 lbs
Goal weight: 83 lbs
Highest weight: 124 lbs
Lowest weight: 90 lbs

This is the beginning.

Hello my fellow skinny chickitas!
Welcome to my world.  This is my story back into Ana following my hospitalization.  I'm currently 117 pounds (I know, gross), but if you stick around, you can watch me shrink back to perfect.  I'll be sharing tips, thinspo, encouragement, artwork, and my life.
Love, Skinnybones <3